day5 in hk

Hey hey~ back to blog =D
when my daddy is asleep~ hee~

27 sept - windly
Morning breakfast as usual,
afternoon headed to THE PEAK [山顶]..
long time didn't went up there,
we usually go there once every year..
beautiful views of the city esp. at night..
Evening time, dinner at a japanese restaurant..
where you can choose the sashimi,
ask them to slice for you.. cheap and worth it =)

28 sept - Typoon 1, rainy
actually today we planned to go Disneyland.
but the sky seems unhappy, with typoon no.1
abit disappointed, instead we packed abit of stuff,
for our korea trip On the 30 Sept - 5 Oct.
so i won't able to contact anyone at the period of time.
nothing special today everything is normal execpt the rain.

P.S Dardar, i miss you! 13 more days i'll be back =)
AND...
Did you go for the NS firing thingy today??
Reminder: MUST GO ON THE 6 OCT~!

3day in hk

Phew finally found sometime to blog ya..
needa rush abit now hee~

24 sept
took flight back to HK from SG..
Dardar i miss you.. i'll be back in 16days..
thought of it.. time will fly pass very fast de..
and i'll be back =) be happy no matter what happens.
xD

25 sept aka 2nd day in hk..
woke up at 8+am had breakfast at home..
afternoon went ktv with family..
Hee~ didn't really sing much..
blah~ after singing, went HongKong Park-[near central]..
walk walk le jiu went for tea-time..
den dinner @ home =)

26 sept
woke up at 9 this morning, had breakfast as usual..
did some housework.. den out we go..
to the race course [turf club]..
Well big big difference compared to SG's one..
much much BIGGER, cheaper entrance fee [less den S$2]..
n Most part of the place is air-con-ed..
not bad.. i even tio check whether am i 18 not lol..
cute right? Mmm, didn't win any of my betting..
but not bad la.. nice try =)
went off around 5, head to sha tin for dinner..
Pizza!!! Woah~ bloated =)
Mmm kays bah.. nothing else to blog le..

P.S. Dardar.. i miss you =)

notice*

IN HONGKONG FROM 24 SEPT TILL 11 OCT!

might not be updating my blog till i have spare time to use comp =)

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dear blog, i've been breaking down these days.
sad memories keep flashing across my mind.
the old scars on my wrist starts getting itchy,
numbness is spreading all over my body.
bloodly images keep appearing infront of me.
i can feel the sorrows back then.
same numbness same feeling that happens to me.
when i look at my palms, the only thing i can see,
is bloody stains all over it. no matter how i wash or rub,
it just won't come out, it stays there for a very long time.

am i sick? i guess so. somehow remembering what i've done.
things i've done when i feel sad. those feelings.
are making me feel like doing it right now.
sometimes i ask myself, what for i keep promises to others?
i can just break them if i want to..but why didn't i?
becox i love them? well what's love? i've no idea..
ever since THAT day, where i lost my smile, duno what's love anymore.
they're fake to me. on the surface, i might look happy whereva i go.
but deep down, everything was a lie. u can seldom see my natural smile.
cox i hide it, there's no need to show cox u'll surely loose everything one day.
life is filled with sorrows, so why happy? why smile?
everything is just wrong, who cares? you can just break anyone's heart.
and they do the same to you.. i dun want to care about other's feeling anymore.
i'm sick and tired of it, really.

funny vid

late for work? watch this..
How to get up, eat breakfast & get ready for work in 5 mins!

can't speak out

Dardar 1st day of work

Dardar working le..
MISS HIM LOTS T_T

Must jiayou worx..
laopo support you!! Gambatte!!

Ping jie bday

Happy bday to Ping Jie & wei jun..

Due to some problems with blogger..
dun feel like posting much.

discouraged

house getting more quiet like as usual,
mumm flying back to hongkong
instead of going to skl,
spent some time with mumm, send her off.
=) i will guai guai de (=

after sending mumm off, went meet dardar..
well seriously, i really dun understand why..
why must jos always follow us where we go?
like as if mark following wj & mich..
dun you find it weird? like a gen pi chong..
yes, even it's very bored for people like him,
also no need to follow us everyday bah??
like as if he's dating my bf...
i wonder have he sort of thought of how people might feel?
well, this problem lies with him..
i won't say anything thing to him,
just let himself realise bah..
but till he really realise,
i think everyone won't be happy either..
whenever he follows without a good reason,
it's damn freaking irritating to me..

went Tampines, had high tea @ Nihon Muza..
dude.. owe me money again..
only one thing i would say for this..
i'll never come back to eat for the 2nd time..

bused 65 freaking long to plaza sing,
on the way they both keep chatting..
NS, every guy in singapore must serve the country once..
i know that, but through out the whole journey,
most of the time i feel like i'm rotting there..
why do i feel that? question yourself..
reach ps.. do nothing, waste time & money,
just to see dude's friend wasting money on stupid games..
dardar continue search for place to work..
dinner @ mac, mrt home..
i'm so gonna broke if i continue to go out like this,
wondering how long can i still last my this amount of cash..
is not that i can always press it out u know..
there's always a limit on everything, once you over do it..
that's it. gone forever..

haiz.. duno what's happening to me these days..
maybe just tired bah, been seeing things for 3 days..
think it's just my imagination bah.. need more rest..


*dar* - Hope your arm recover faster =)
somethings i duno how to phrase it to u directly..
just feeling discourage by the things u say to me..
it might not be hurtful to u, doesn't mean that it won't hurt me.
it's not ur fault, just speaking out my heart..
even if u ask me what i want u to do, i'll shut my mouth,
because everytime i say something...
Things i say will just fly back into my mouth,
so i would rather keep everything in heart..
i'll try to swallow it down, n forget about it,
to prevent me from using my temper or to hurt u.

happy 2 months <3 vin

dardar,
we have been together for 2 months le =)
today should be a very happy day for us..
i won't be expecting any presents from u..
just a simple outing & dinner will do..








but until..
i realise someone else joining us along..
and it's not the 1st time, well well.
as i ask why must he join us.. is..
just because he's bored n nowhere to go???
n think that it's okay for him to follow???
oh dear.. fly away my precious day,
i'm really speechless at that moment of time..
it's not anyone's fault, just disapointed.
after knowing it, i totally dun have the mood to go out.
just thought of dying on the spot, wounds too deep..
asking myself why must these things happen on me??
dragged n wasting time, getting rid of the numbness,
that is spreading to whole of my body, can't really move..
and that's the real reason why i was late..
sorry for lying to u saying i was not feeling well..
just force myself to go out even the numbness still spreading.
i acted as if it's normal, n smiled normally as i do..
i dun mean to show fake smile.. it's really hurting inside.
in front of u, i dare not say anything,
dun wish to qurrel over that matter.
hoping tomorrow will be a better day bah..


and that's my day, most precious day..
that i almost cry dead in my heart.
happy 2 months =)
I LOVE YOU<3